Someone once asked me to talk about myself - my strengths and weaknesses. I remember I typed a lot of shit then but now I totally forgot about what I said.
I do know what are my strengths and weaknesses, everyone knows that about themselves right? Actually I think my strengths and weaknesses can be on the same thing. I’m a very extreme person.
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I am very determined to get what I want. If I have a goal, I throw away everything else to focus on it. I do my best to attain it. I make sure I get it. Nothing can obstruct me. This is my strength. But I will really go all out to get it, either by hurting myself or others, not physically hurt but emotionally. I don’t give myself leeway; I don’t give myself second chances and most of the time I end up feeling really useless and sad. People always tell me to take it easy but this has never existed in my dictionary.
But of course to be happier, I have to take things easy, so now I’m learning and doing.. I would say.. kinda good.
I am emotional and I have a big heart. I feel for people and I care for everyone. I like this part of me but it bites me because it’s hard for me to forget the past. It makes me hard to move on and sometimes it messed up my thoughts.
I have a set of principles and moral values are very important to me. If I do something wrong even when I don’t mean it. I will NEVER forgive myself and it affects my life.
I trust very easily and sometimes blindly which got me into trouble.
Gosh I sound damn negative. Hahaha
I pushed myself to achieve the things I want but I get angry with myself and the people around me when I got exhausted. They offered to help but I reject and I blamed them, yes right wth is wrong with me. lol.
I am a planner actually but when I am lazy or busy, I can’t plan. I get frustrated. And I planned too much, when it didn’t turn out like how I envisioned it to be, I get very upset!
I think one of the things that don’t fall under both strength and weakness is my confidence level. This is definitely my weakness. Some days I just feel like shit, some days I am so confident that I feel I can lift a rock. Maybe every girl is like that. Hopefully.
I really hate this confidence thingy, which is so important in the society. yawnsss.
There are definitely still more but I can’t think properly right now, too much things going on until I don’t have the time to think about myself. If you want to know more about me, you know where you can go right? :D http://blog.myfatpocket.com/claireaudreylim/
But of course I try to be more positive and take things easy. I’m already 25 and if I always take things so hard I will never be happy..
Oh I thought of one more strength, I can type without looking at the keyboard, this is a strength right? :P