RE-PLANS

LIFE

All I can say it's FULL of ups and downs for me. And I do mean seriously going up 1000000 level and down the (-) direction. But I remember, LIFE to begin with is always unpredictable. If not we won't be worshiping Gods or being even superstitious in anyway. I remembered so clearly, I penned down my first ever "My New Year’s Resolutions 2015" this year, after so many years of "denial" I guess it was time to prove to myself, I can do and accomplish things I did say or promise to myself and I'm proud to share it to the world. Which are my readers.

Well, it's October already and I guess out of the 8 things I've mentioned in my "My New Year’s Resolutions 2015" I guess I've only accomplish one which is having enough ice-creams to eat and maybe morning wakes.

I left Singapore 5 years ago, with a very personal issue and a very heavy heart after a bad bad relationship breakup. And it took me 2 years to realise that the whole fall wasn't my fault and it was purely that I was just constantly blaming myself for something that wasn't my fault to be in the first place. At that time...

At that time the feeling in me was like...

I was blessed with my Dad opening me up to a new world. My friends who were friends at that time supported me. And trust me all these so-called friends just made used of me and well, all of them are all out of my life right now and I'm very HAPPY WITH IT! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ And trust me, I was CAREFREE although my only friends were my readers and people who are supportive towards me on facebook. I grew up after that. I toured the cities my own and trust me. It's FUN!

Back to being in Singapore after for 3 months plus. Was my so called PLAN worked out?

NO!

I got real sick because of weather adaptation and I do mean sick till like 39 deg on the thermometer. I can't sleep like now. Insomnia since one month ago and all I am relying is pills to make me tired (ᴗ˳ᴗ)ZZZZzzzzz

I seriously need a Magic Potion if you have to cleanse me and everything. The rash, the fever, the cold, the gastro problem you name it! I'm like a mini pharmacy in my room already (⌣_⌣”)""""""

For me, health is the number one thing I need to adapt and to fine tune. Without that golden machine in my body working well, I'm really as good as a spoiled iPhone. I failed settling down on the date that was planned. I failed to finish my blog entries on time. I failed to even do so many things with deadlines. WHY? Those evil medicines made me restless and I just had to rest. Adding more is the stupid haze. Well, I rant and rant but it all points back to my poor planning.

So if PLAN A fails?