After pregnancy, there’s really so much changes in my life. Not only life, but my body conditions as well.
I am having a really hard time adjusting back or trying to go back to my pre-pregnancy body. But I know it will never be the same.
My worst period was after my birth, I’ve been looking into the mirror and crying to myself. The extra lumps of fats that I’m having on my tummy, arms and thigh, I thought it will never leave me anymore.
During my pregnancy, I’ve gained a total of 18kg, from 44kg to 62kg. You see the 18kg? I know, pregnancy is different, but the weight was gained on me instead. My little one only weighed 2.8kg when he’s out.
This was how I actually look like when I’m pregnant, at my very last trimester.
My friends were like, “OMG, THIS DON’T LOOK LIKE YOU!” IKR, thank you for your compliment.
I took so much courage to do this again. I’m afraid that I might still look fat, and I might not look nice wearing those apparels.
I know it’s impossible to be able to fit into my favorite jeans again. So, Emerald, if you happen to see this when you grow up. Please remember to love me, your mommy.